O hell. Here I am, already a J2, sitting in a freezing HC library, gaping at stuff I wrote when I was in sec3.
Haha. Actually, only the single remaining entry which was strangely spared of my impulsive mass deleting 3 years ago.
I guess, nothing really changed.
I still stick to my own rules, break all others, a pro-singlehood weirdo, stupidly crushing on the same guy for the past 4 years, doing badly at school, trying not to and wat else? Hm.
I should lock up this baby. I din know anyone can just dig it up so simply. But somehow, I can't bear to delete it. Must be the nostalgia. :)
This blog used to hold so much precious memories of me as an inane sec3. All along with my dearest friends... some I've lost contact with and one I've grown even closer to. *winks at Queen of Cilbbuz*
I remember it was the year we took over at guides. LOADS AND LOADS of bitching abt somebody who's now married and still brainless. Ahh.. guide politics. We had camps, campfires and whatnot.
Sadly, guides is no longer in my life... and I dun exactly want it to anyway. I still feel regret for not reaching everyone's expectations of me. And my own expectations.. which were simply to do my best and contribute my all to guides while I could. Hah. Bubbles do burst. I end up disliking guides and hell, I remember even wanting to celebrate when we were handing over while the rest were sobbing away for no goddamn reason.
Still I love my S2AP.=) I still naively wish it exists. Everyone's on with their own lives. Me too la, just I'm a tad too sentimental.
My mind's suddenly so clogged up with guides and S2AP. Lol.. I dunno what else I wanted to talk about.
Anyway, any Andersonian dumb enough to click in, congrats! Your stupid move to enter a blog which is known by all others to be dead years ago has allowed you to see an entry from another stupid person who has decided to give this blog a breath of life.
All but one.
This should be my last entry.
I'm glad it's not as bitter, painful and filled with rancour like the last one, which I deleted, all along with the rest.
Soo.. god bless.. may 2006 be a great year for all you weirdos who actually visit dead blogs.
Maybe 2009 I'll return and reassure you the then 21-year-old me is still essentially well.. me.
Haha. And I hope the ben thing would have ended by then.
God I can't stop typing. I'm so hopelessly crappy. Hah. One thing abt me that hasn't changed.
To X'ie, lol.. your wish did come true. This blog is revived. Sorta. Hee.
~Bye la. ;)
With love,
sy